I can just say that yesterday was the best day I have had all year. Or atleast it feels like it. Me and my boyfriend spent the whole day together. We went out of town and even though we were going to get a part for his car we had a really good time just singing in the car and laughing with each other. You know how refreshing that is. He made me a steak dinner! YUMMY! it was so good. He was really sweet to me yesterday and told me how much he loved me and everything. He got flowers that smelt really good. I couldn't stop smelling them last night. But after I came home i just wanted to talk to him so bad. Because even though i had just seen him i missed him and wanted to be with him again. I love that boy so much. I would do anything for him. I think that he feels the same way about me. It feels so good inside to know that i have a boyfriend who cares about me and wants to be with me. He didn't even want me to go home yesterday. Which feels like a first. I dont even think that he realizes how much i care about him and what he does. Maybe me and him will last and be really good together. I mean i know there will be the rough times but everyone has thoughs. Well mitch if you are reading this you know how i feel about you. I love you so much baby.

You know I really hate when you start to find some peace in life and things are just starting to get better and then BOOM. There is that one person who wants to ruin you life and make everybody hate you by starting a stupid rumor that is not true. I really dont understand why people think it is fun saying something really untrue and mean about somebody and telling everybody. It only makes things really bad. We all know how it feels to be talked about or have a rumor spread about us so then why do we do it. I already have enough problems in my life, I dont need some girl from school telling everybody really mean things. I have never even did anything mean to her. I am nice to her all the time. I really wish people would just talk to me and they would find out what kind of person i really am. Im not mean i promise. I feel like everyone hates me and I can't do anything right. I guess it doesn't help that my parents dont really care about me either. Now all these popular girls laughing at me and making fun of me . Well got to go i am in speech. lata

You know i really hate it when you love somebody with everything you are and have. And they just dont love you back. It hurts so bad. Know i have loved a few people before but not like i love mitch. I can't get over him. He hasn't broke up with me yet but he is going to. I love him so much. How am I going to get over him. We just dont have that spark or at least he doesn't. I still want to be with him all the time. I dont even know what happened it was like one day he was acting like he loved me the next day he could care less. I want him back. Today he told me he would try to make things work. But i guess he was lying he didn't try very hard. I dont want to go to school tomorrow. Just because I know what is coming. I am dreading having to get over him because I want to be with him so bad it hurts. Gosh my life is so depressing I hate it. I have no friends nobody. I am so sad i dont want mitch to leave me but he is going to i just feel it not unless things get better really quick that is why i am going to pray to god. Well i think i have bothered you enough with my problems. Bye

So today was a good day for me. Not the usuall hastle of everyday life. I finally feel like me and my boyfriend mitch are at peace with each other...you dont even know how nice that feels. Alot of things have been going on and its just so great to feel like i can breathe and take a break. i guess i might just be being to dramatic about it. But that is just me. Being a sophmore this year i get a class ring. Tomorrow they come in and I can't wait to get them. Today I went to school and then came home, drank some hot cocoa and relaxed to a movie. I got so excited when mitch called. I love him so much. Well I have to go peace.

Hey everyone, its just me ashley...i am pretty much new on mindsay and wouldn't mind having a friend or two. I am just sitting here in music being bored. I will write more later on. See ya